Why I love being in love…. with you.

I love you because you’re just as beautiful as you are the day I laid my eyes on you.

Because your eyes glisten more than the stars on a clear night any day.

Because I love the hope and strength your loving arms give me when you wrap me in them.

Because you pull me from my lowliest lows and take me to the highest heavens.

Because I yearn for you when you think I’m not.

Monday April the 14th.

Time is running fast from me. It’s 2014 and April already. A couple of good things have happened. Let’s see what happens later.

Ranjit is just amazing. Speaking to him on my birthday was the best thing that happened that day. Vipin, Roshan, Piyush and Vish made the day better too. Cake, wine, food what ever. Mom, mama, Babes, Sravz, and everyone here reminded me I’m 24. Ugh! Age. Hate it.

Ranjit makes me go crazy. And crazy in a good way. He’s been waiting patiently for me just as I have been waiting for him. Do I know how lucky I am? No, pinch me please. That man has been patient with me all along. Why I love him is something I can’t put in words. How much I love him too is indescribable. The warmth and security of his arms wrapped around me, the hope I see in his eyes, the smile that makes me forget that I ain’t alone, his voice calm and re-assuring is what keeps me clinging to him. The parts of me that could tell you how much I ache for him are many. He’s the king, and I’m the queen of disaster. I need him more than he needs me. I’m guilty of falling in love with perfection. Oh how I wish he was here!! Wishing isn’t helping. If I am sad that he isn’t here, then it really screws up my day. I have all his YouTube videos on my phone, keep listening to them and his other videos just to fix myself up. I need him, I breathe him, I would never leave him.

Monday, April 7th.

Well it’s been almost over a month since I posted anything on tumblr. A lot has happened in the past month.

Well I did finish a semester and now moved on to the next. I also got to know the city better. It’s weird that I’m living across Radio New Zealand and iHeart Radio and just a short walk from TVNZ. How I’d love to eventually work there!

Well a lot more than just that happened. I ended up getting an internship with TechReviewer UK and may start writing for PhoneArena. Fingers crossed. Babe is amazing and she is fine according to the medical reports. Everyone at home is fine too. Arjun got engaged. I celebrated my birthday!!! The boys at home and everyone else made sure my Birthday was fun. It rained all night!!!

The best part of all that happened was speaking to Ranjit. How I wanted to hear his voice on my birthday! He knows how to lift up my sad spirit on any bad day. Love everything about that sweet man!

G.U.Y. got released. Can’t wait for West Coast from Ultraviolence!!

Can’t wait for Ranjit!

March the 2nd.

I can’t believe it’s March already!!! 2014 is just running by real fast!!! What’s up with this year!

I just can’t believe I moved into the city. It’s nice here but I still miss Pushpa aunt’s home! Just saw a text in the morning from Singapore!!! Ranjit’s there yay!!!! I hope he’s enjoying it there!!

Ranjit reminds me it is March already! I love him! Can I say anything more!┬áMom and Babe came online! I spoke to them and now I’m in peace. Went to St. Patrick’s Cathedral for Mass and then I come back home for lunch and then I’m working on something with Swaroop, Vipin, and Roshan.

I then work on some documentaries which I need to go through for my presentation tomorrow.

Talk and watch some cricket with the boys before I eat, pray and sleep.

Good night!!!

February the 28th.

I cried myself to sleep last night. Did you know it hurts to form a bond and see it weaken just because there’s a distance between you. Now I know how Ranjit feels and why he doesn’t say much. That man is wise and although he doesn’t say it I know it must be bad for him knowing that there is a distance between us,

It breaks my heart to leave Kohekohe Street and New Lynn. I am grateful to Pushpa aunt and Kanna uncle. Amazing people!!! In the land of gods and monsters they were angels. I now know why I never felt homesick. It is because I never left home. They made me feel right at home from the day I entered Auckland. I am speechless and I know a piece of my heart will always be here.

I start a new chapter from tomorrow with boys at Aura! Here’s to good times. I am sure life will change.

Thank God for all the wonderful things!

Good night!