Only love can hurt like this! Have you ever walked around like you were punched in the heart? I did and still do, but even in the silence and calm I can feel the love all over me. No matter what others think I will always love you! There is simply no way I can love another, because RJ, all the love of that very special kind, I have only for you! I can wait for a million years for you. Not sure if anything that is me will remain, nonetheless if it did, you’d still feel the love I have for you through every pore and the core of my being. I love you, I really do.