Time is running fast from me. It’s 2014 and April already. A couple of good things have happened. Let’s see what happens later.
Ranjit is just amazing. Speaking to him on my birthday was the best thing that happened that day. Vipin, Roshan, Piyush and Vish made the day better too. Cake, wine, food what ever. Mom, mama, Babes, Sravz, and everyone here reminded me I’m 24. Ugh! Age. Hate it.
Ranjit makes me go crazy. And crazy in a good way. He’s been waiting patiently for me just as I have been waiting for him. Do I know how lucky I am? No, pinch me please. That man has been patient with me all along. Why I love him is something I can’t put in words. How much I love him too is indescribable. The warmth and security of his arms wrapped around me, the hope I see in his eyes, the smile that makes me forget that I ain’t alone, his voice calm and re-assuring is what keeps me clinging to him. The parts of me that could tell you how much I ache for him are many. He’s the king, and I’m the queen of disaster. I need him more than he needs me. I’m guilty of falling in love with perfection. Oh how I wish he was here!! Wishing isn’t helping. If I am sad that he isn’t here, then it really screws up my day. I have all his YouTube videos on my phone, keep listening to them and his other videos just to fix myself up. I need him, I breathe him, I would never leave him.